Not Dead

This post is old, so what you see here may not reflect my current opinion and mindset, certain information may be outdated, and links may be broken.

Winter symbolically means separation, with death being the ultimate separation. Right now it’s winter, and I’m still alive. I just hadn’t noticed how fast time went by. It only felt like yesterday was December 3.

I feel dead though. I feel so…burnt out. Why does it always happen around this time of year? I keep telling myself that 11 more days left before solace and freedom comes, but it seems so near and so faraway.

I guess this burnt out syndrome doesn’t help with all these crunch times coming up. Sometimes I wished I wasn’t an English major. I am essayed out to the max. At least the essay that’s due tomorrow will be a slightly more fun one. I just have to apply literary analysis to Dead Poets Society, one of my all-time favourite film. Must get that out of the way now.

So my schedule in the next couple weeks looks like this:

* December 13: English essay due.
* December 14: SAHS’ Winter Concert.
* December 15: Tina arrives in Korea.
* December 20: English final exam AND last day of work before the hols.
* December 23: History term paper, essay, and final exam. After that, PAARRRRRRRRRRTY.

I can’t wait till the hols start. Work doesn’t resume till January 8 and school till January 22. The long break will be nice.

On a random note, I find myself addicted to Ocean Spray’s Light Ruby Red Grapefruit Juice. Strange. I never liked it before. I guess the tangy taste appeals to me.

On another random note, I ordered some Christmas presents to myself, seven new yaoi mangas. Whee!! Can’t wait till that comes.


  1. Ahh, you’re so close to your holidays! Good luck on the exams! ^_^

    Ohhh, I know how you feel about essays as a fellow English major. You can make it!


  3. Ok, the nex gen consoles are all out now. You, me, one of the consoles, hardcore rpg online gaming!

  4. I totally feel you. I really need a holiday – its been such a long year.

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