Wrong Equations, Perhaps?

This post is old, so what you see here may not reflect my current opinion and mindset, certain information may be outdated, and links may be broken.

Something is wrong with me.

I am actually studying, and after receiving my assignments back in Sociology, I do not think I will study anymore. I got lower grades than I expected. When I don’t study, I do better. Something is not right here.

Also I don’t want to do LJ, I don’t want to do HP, I don’t want to do my blog, I don’t want to do anything but do good in school at the moment. Well actually I am also ANXIOUSLY awaiting for July 24, the day of Guam flight, but … I dunno.

It’s not like I was doing bad in school before, in fact I was doing quite the opposite: VERY GOOD. Yet now… x_x;;

Am I experiencing some kind of late teen years-life crisis or something? GOD.

High school is out for the summer. So now all I have is classes to worry about. I am hoping I’ll do good this term, but I do NOT know. Something is not right here. >_< ;; ** x-posted from my LJ.


  1. Lady Athena on

    I’ve had times like those when I first started college. It’s normal and natural. If you don’t let it overcome you, it’ll surely go away with time. *hugs* Just try and have a good summer, ne, Tara-chan?

  2. hahahaa i used to be like that too.. i tend to do much better without studying but nah.. that kinda magic unfortunately doesn’t work very well with AP’s anymore.. hahaha..

    i’m off to college this fall.. hahaha >.< i'm very sure, that won't happen for me anymore.. hahaha the "crisis" will end soon, i’m sure.. :P

  3. Casual Sax on

    You’ll be okay, I think. I had a complete breakdown last semester myself and did horrible in school..all I learned was that freetime is evil. Just stick with it, get a routine going.. yeah, yeah, whatever.

    Be cool, enjoy life, and have a blast in Guam.

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