This post is old, so what you see here may not reflect my current opinion and mindset, certain information may be outdated, and links may be broken.
My guy is back. Yep he’s back in country. Called him up. Made plans to see him tomorrow. The strange thing is I don’t feel ecstatic or anything. I just feel there. It’s like I don’t care if we are a couple or anything. Is that normal?
Friends say that when I see him tomorrow, I’ll be happy. But I highly doubt it. It’s like he’s not my priority anymore. College is my first priority. Then comes finding a damn job. And then hanging out with Jen till she leaves. And then something else. It’s like he’s way down there on my priority list.
That’s not a good sign from someone who’s in a relationship, eh? Hell it doesn’t even feel like a relationship. Just like a measly summer fling. I feel absolutely nothing. It’s like I don’t even care about anything related to relationships anymore.