Going going gone…

This post is old, so what you see here may not reflect my current opinion and mindset, certain information may be outdated, and links may be broken.

My guy left for LA and Las Vegas today at 10 AM. I already miss him. He hasn’t been gone for more than 12 hours yet, and I already miss him.

Amazing. I’ve become addicted to his presence in less than two weeks. How will I survive the next month and a half? Well I believe it’s more than that.

*sighs* I keep worrying that he’ll change his mind about us when he comes back. Will he? He said he wouldn’t, but that pessimistic part of me keeps thinking otherwise. I need to be more optimistic…but I can’t. My damn pessimistic nature has become part of me. Gah… I’ll entertain myself and distract myself from going nuts without him. This was a useless entry. I’ll shut up now.


  1. Chibi Misao on

    Isn’t that just ironic? When you first become a couple, you always worry 110% of the time that something’s going to happen. Eventually, that feeling will go away, but doesn’t it sometimes feel like you’re more worried when you become a couple than when you both weren’t? Or maybe it’s just me…

    In anycase, cheer up Tara-chan! You’ve graduated, and it’s your time to party ^_^

  2. I know what you mean….My Marcus has been in Germany on an exchange program for a full year now. I’m so worried when he comes back he wont be mine anymore, that he’ll be someone I don’t know at all. -_-‘ Thing is you have to keep faith you know? Not in God or whatever, but in your relationship. Hope that helps. :

  3. ooh sounds like somebody is on cloud 9 ^_-

  4. Nessie on

    Augh, my pessimistic side has become part of me too.
    And i was so optimistic as a child. I guess i dont dream the way I used to. =( Sigh.

    Anyways i havent been online recently – congrats on the new relationship! ^^

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