This post is old, so what you see here may not reflect my current opinion and mindset, certain information may be outdated, and links may be broken.
Couple days ago, Jen and I were talking about the war. I told her that I didn’t want to die without doing useful in my life. Like contribute something to the world. And she told me that I couldn’t do that, but she told me this:
“If you want to make something out of yourself, then just be a friend.” — Jen-Chan (March 22, 2003)
She said that I already did that and it I did do something to make my death be more worthwhile. She’s right I guess. *shrugs* Oh well. That made me stop to think. That quote up there is meaningful. *noddles* Amazing how even a common person can think up quotes that makes a huge impact on another person.
Oh yeah, I started a Xanga. This is like my back up log I suppose. x_x;; Since my net STILL doesn’t cooperate 100%. Xanga works better than my blog right now. How sad. Oh well. I also made one so I can keep track of my friends that do uses them. Easier for me.
And I got a new hobby to learn. I am going to learn how to write screenplays. Jen contributed in to think of a movie I could write about it’s gonna be kickass… Once I write it that is. And Jen… you said screenplays are like writing a play? Nu-uh. I looked it up and it looks more complicated than that. Let’s just say I only figured out how the cover page should be so far *sweatdrops* I’m pathetic. But really this is gonna cool. My secret dream is to become a director or a screenplay writer. Beside something in computers, music, and writing, I want to do movies. *dreamily dreams of her winning Academy Awards* XD Yes I dream big… but it’d be cool if a company accepted my screenplay. Oh well. Must learn and write first! And speaking of learn… *sighs* I gotta study for my Cisco test. Blargh.