This post is old, so what you see here may not reflect my current opinion and mindset, certain information may be outdated, and links may be broken.
Tuan, Mi Son is my best friend. If you read my previous blog entries, you shall see how distressed I was when she moved away. ^_^ So if that name ever pops up, then it’s just my best friend ^_^.
Anyways, I thought this week would never end. *sighs with exhaustion and happiness*. Goddamn it was the longest week I’ve had for a while. Hope that doesn’t occur again. x_X;; But yeah I did all my shit and some of them I got bad grades on, but I could careless at this moment. I’m just gonna not think about school for the next couple days. *nods* Today Jazz Band performance at DHL was cool. ^_^ It was fun haha! Oh and before Jazz Band began, I saw Mi Son! ^_^ Yes I was squealing my head off in the middle of a hotel. But do I care? No I don’t. Damn I almost cried there, but I didn’t. ^_^ But … oh god I still think this is a dream. I even pinched myself in front of her and she just laughed. *grins* That’s my best friend!
*sighs* Update on the lovely Korean wanting us Americans out. The Koreans just elected a new President. And I don’t care how the damn newspaper spelled it, but we pronounce it NOH Moo Hyun. Not “Roh”. I really want to know who thinks of these Romanisation. I mean honestly how the hell do you get an R sound from an N? I can understand getting K and G mixed up, but N and R? *shakes head* Pitiful. My mum watched the election yesterday on TV and it was funny. Quoting my dad, “We got an idiot and a gangster running to be president.” XD I was laughing my head off when I heard him say that. But I’m worried. People say that Noh Moo Hyun is very Anti-American and that 75% of the people that voted for him are Anti-American as well.
So… I don’t know how this new President will affect us Americans lives now. I mean shit. I don’t blame some of my friends to be scared. After those three assaults. I see Patrol Guards standing where they never stood before. It’s just … unusual. And … I fucking feel like we are Jews and or African-Americans now. I’ve heard that at the Electronic Market, that some stores have banned from selling to Americans. My god. It’s so disturbing! I try to act like it don’t bother me, but it does. I don’t know if I can consider this place my home anymore. It just … messed up. Seeing how Americans are treated badly. I mean granted I ain’t proud of my citizenship, but I think anything Racial is very stupid. I just feel like a hunted animal. Okay so maybe not me since I look Korean enough but here’s the weird thing about me. Americans think I am Korean. Koreans think I am American. So what the fuck? That’s just odd. But yeah I am still worried nevertheless. My dad looks FULLY American so I have to worry about him. A lot of my friends look American. And some might be look Asian enough, but they don’t speak a single goddamn word of Korean and if any Koreans overhear them, then they know we might be Americans. Everything got so fucking complicated. I just hope it doesn’t become worse from this day on.
Oh and I am scaring you people with my entries, then too bad. This is the real world. And I’m afraid that if South Korea OR North Korea does something like ie: attack Pearl Harbour (not saying that will happen), then… the Americans might start being prejudiced to us Koreans in the states. Like the what the Japanese-Americans had to go through in the states during WW2. I am just like not looking forward to anything at this moment. Sure it might not happen and Americans will treat their fellow Americans normally, but knowing how a human mind works… it’s just highly unlikely. Like Mr. Boyd said, we could be next. I’m worried, but I’ll just live my life the way I plan to as of now. But I can’t help but feel paranoid. The world is a scarier place then you’d like to imagine.